July 2011
I didnt see it
i didnt see it coming.. i didnt see it.. cause i didnt want to believe it. when he told me. i wasted all this time.. and i still didnt see it… im stupid…. im a stupid kid… because i didnt see it… i didnt see it… i dont blame him… i didnt see it.. shes the best a person can be.. and im just someone someone whose not worthy to look at.. i didnt see it.. for that...
my day of nothingness as abby would say
i did absolutely nothing today… i had so much planned today to go see mehreen, hallel, to go kidnap tahsin, to finish sarmats graduationg preparations , to meet with sarmats mom, to finish my financial aide, to go to nova to talk to my counselor and to kidnap mashal too.. but i didnt… idk.. why but i wanted to hide from the world today. i always think of others i never think of myself...
party rock day three and four and early morning 5!
okay sorry about not blogging about my past days ive been busy… and my internet is down for a while till we get that rolling we have to use my brother limited wifi -_-…. hmmmm what has happened the last couple days well day three? i havent done much on day three…… well my brother came home on day three he came home from California he drove all the way here because he didnt...
some thoughts :)
what if im not enough, what if I only wish for you at night, what if this is all i become, what if i see people pass and im still the same, what if i become nothing more than a loser, what if i change everything about myself to become what you want me to be, what if i wish that you loved me every day, what if i could be the prettiest girl you know, what if i was the smartest girl you know, what if...
Enjoi.: PARTY ROCK!! :) part two →
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mashal: oh goodnes….. sigh… I have too much fun with you. mashal even though people think your stupid you’re actually really intelligent and you surpass most of the people that we know… LOLOL stop laughing forreals you are….mashal idk if you noticed but people love being…
loveee youuuu, too <33 bahhh don’t make me get all embarrassed! btw. this is the only way...
PARTY ROCK!! :) part two
:) , i like finishing what i start (it feels niceee, is what i mean) .. lolol i read my first post and i thought to myself… how did i pass english 12? Okay lets go back to my day.. hmm… well i woke up around 7 AGAIN… then 9 because my mom prostituted me off… just kidding she promised my aunt that I would help her with alot of errands that she needed help with because one...
PARTY ROCK! :) part 1
okay so i decided to get off facebook for a while a week so i can blog a week of fun that im having as my summer break!!! :D okay so day one… today. erghm.. To be honest today started off kinda weird i woke up way earlier than a normal teenager should wake up o_o.. i woke up at like 7 in the morning.. too early for my taste -_-.. and then i went back to sleep i woke up again! ATE RAMEN AND...
When you know who you are and whose you are, you get rid of false pretenses and walk in God’s love.
-Creflo Dollar
i love my mama
do what you love, i wouldnt like seeing you seeing other people in pain cause your a kind heart so i would hate to see your heart break seeing other people in pain
-mama janny :)
my worst trait's ...
i’m not perfect, people think im like the nicest person in the world.. aha… they are deff. wrong… im selfish, i’m never on time for anything, my WORST TRAIT.. however would have to be… jealousy.. i get jealous quicker than you can SAY THE WORD JEALOUS…. either with people and materialistic things such as a person getting a new idk.. whats out there? a laptop? i...
don't get left on the sidelines
:) , im going to live my life not worry about anyone… no one to wish to be mine.. cause I’m not going to get hurt anymore …. im done being hurt ;) now its time to live my life ;D whose with me?? time to put some dirt in that hole i’ve been living in ;)
